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He only loves the thought of you. [28 Nov 2009|09:13am]
[ mood | busy ]

I'm trying to plan Manuel's eighteenth birthday party and I have no idea where to start. Eh. I hope this works out.

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Still there. [25 Jul 2006|04:41am]
[ mood | awake ]

I'm having such a wonderful time being in love. We've been together going on 8 months now and we're still crazy about eachother. We have our arguements, but we can never stay mad at eachother. And every night before we go to sleep, we always make sure things are okay.. and if they aren't, neither of us can sleep. He's so amazing. I'm so thankful for being apart of his life and him being in mine. I wouldn't change anything. I want to marry him.

♥ I love Kevin Ray Turner.


Please don't let this all be just a dream.

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SWEET DREAMS [19 Apr 2006|12:44pm]
Last night as I lay sleeping, love,
A vision came to me.
It was of you and I, my love,
A wondrous sight to see.

And in the dream I had, my love,
I reached and touched your face
I clasped your hand in mine, my love,
And felt your warm embrace.

I pressed my lips to yours, my love,
To taste your kiss so sweet
You held me for a minute, love,
In this moment that did fleet.

I wakened from the dream, my love,
With a thought of you that stayed
With me throughout the day, my love,
And never once did fade.

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Eat plenty of whole rice! [25 Feb 2006|07:06pm]
[ mood | blank ]

Eat plenty of whole rice.

* Give people more than they expect and do this

* Learn by heart your favorite song.

* Don't believe everything you hear and do not sleep
as much as you would like to.

* When you say "I love you," say it truthfully.

* When you say "I'm sorry," say it with eye contact.

* An engagement period of six months is crucial before

* Believe in love at first sight.

* Never mock others' dreams.

* Love deeply and passionately. You may get hurt, but
this is the only way to live life at it's fullest.

* Deal with discontentment, fight fairly, but do not

* Do not judge others because of their relatives.

* Talk slow, think fast.

* When someone asks you a question you do not want to
answer, smile and ask "Why do you want to know?"

* Remember that the greatest love and the greatest
success also hold many risks.

* Call your Mom.

* Bless a person who has just sneezed.

* When you lose, do not lose the lesson.

* Remember: respect for yourself, respect for others,
and responsibility for your actions.

* Do not allow a small disagreement to hurt a great

* When you notice that you have made a mistake, take
the appropriate steps to correct it.

* Smile when you answer the phone. Those who call can
"hear" your smile.

* Marry (or be with) the person you love talking to
the most. When you get old, conversation will be more
important than anything else.

* Spend some time alone.

* Accept change with open arms; yet do not give up
your values.

* Remember that sometimes, silence is the best answer.

* Read more books and watch television less.

* Live a good, honorable life. Later, when you grow
old and remember the past, you will enjoy it once

* Believe and trust God, whomever/whatever you
conceive God to be, but securely lock your car.

* An atmosphere of love at your home is most
important. Do all that you can in order to create a
calm home full of love.

* Do not bring back the past.

* Read in between the lines.

* Share your knowledge. It is the way to live

* Be gentle with our Earth planet.


* Never interrupt someone who flatters you.

* Take care of your problems.

* Once a year, visit a place you have never seen

* If you make a lot of money, channel it so as to help
others while you are alive. This is the greatest
satisfaction a treasure can reward you.

* Remember that sometimes, not getting what you want
is very lucky.

* Learn all the rules and then break some.

* Remember that the greatest relationships are the
ones in which the love between two people is greater
than the need one has of the other.

* Judge your success in light of what you had to give
up in order to obtain it.

* Relate to love and to the kitchen completely.

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Sometimes I wake up crying at night. [24 Feb 2006|11:10pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

I'm very bored.

I just ate a nice mushroom burger from Hardees.. although, I really should lay off of the fast food. I got some new shoes for prom. Mama found them and they're absolutely gorgeous. Jeremi went with Kevin to his house and they're gonna have lots of fun. I wanted to go, but I knew I couldn't. Now, I'm sitting here bored to death with a kidney infection. I knew that Jeremi had made plans tonight and that mama wasn't gonna let me go so I asked Aaron if I could stay with him the other night and I called him and he's at Zach's. He said he'll see me tomorrow. Oh gee.. thanks Aaron..

I feel like crap. :x

[?] What's your full name? [First, middle, and last!]

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Leave me wishing still, one more day with you. [22 Feb 2006|11:14pm]
[ mood | sick ]

I've been laying in bed sick all day, I think I'm getting the flu. I just ate Dairy Queen though and now I feel even more sick and my stomach feels like a grease trap. I think I'm going to puke.

Let's see.. Kevin has been sending me texts all day.

11:01 PM: I'd do anything for you. I love you.

I slept between these hours and the phone was off. Muah!

08:13 PM: Not as beautiful as you.
07:39 PM: I hope you never leave me, I wouldn't know what to do.
07:15 PM: I love you.
07:13 PM: I love you more than a dog loves to hump my leg. [lol]
06:42 PM: I love you more than you think. Please stay with me.

I shaved my legs for this!
Kevin says I make him feel like a natural woman.

[?] Have you ever said "I love you" to someone who wasn't related to you, and meant it? If so, who?

Daddy, I love you

One More Day

Last night I had a crazy dream
A wish was granted just for me
It could be for anything
I didn’t ask for money
Or a mansion in malibu
I simply wished, for one more day with you


One more day
One more time
One more sunset, maybe I’d be satisfied
But then again
I know what it would do
Leave me wishing still, for one more day with you

First thing I’d do, is pray for time to crawl
Then I’d unplug the telephone
And keep the tv off
I’d hold you every second
Say a million I love you’s
That’s what I’d do, with one more day with you


Leave me wishing still, for one more day
Leave me wishing still, for one more day

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Oh my gosh Kevin! [22 Feb 2006|02:21am]
This is how I feel about him.

I Wanna Love Somebody Like You

Keith Urban

There's a new wind blowing like I've never known
I'm breathing deeper than I've ever done
And it sure feels good to finally feel the way I do
I wanna love somebody, love somebody like you.

And I'm letting go of all my lonely yesterdays
I've forgiven myself for the mistakes I've made
Now theres just one thing, the only thing I wanna do
I wanna love somebody, love somebody like you

Yeah I wanna feel the sunshine shining down on me and you
When you put your arms around me
You let me know theres nothing in this world I can't do

I used to run in circles going no where fast
I'd take one step forward and look two steps back
I couldn't walk a straight line even if I wanted to
I wanna love somebody, love somebody like you

Whoa here we go now
Yeah, Hey i wanna love you baby

Yeah I wanna feel the sunshine shining down on me and you
When you put your arms around me
Well baby there ain't nothing in this world I can't do

Sometimes it's hard for me to understand
But you're teaching me to be a better man
I don't want to take this life for granted like I used to do
I wanna love somebody, love somebody like you
I'm ready to love somebody, love somebody like you
And I wanna love somebody, love somebody like you (yeah)

Hey I wanna love you baby

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Molly is French Food, I happen to be Japanese Food. [22 Feb 2006|12:26am]

You Are Japanese Food

Strange yet delicious.

Contrary to popular belief, you're not always eaten raw.

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You all better do this for me! [21 Feb 2006|10:00pm]
[ mood | creative ]


Do this for me if you love me!


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Random Question. [21 Feb 2006|12:44am]
Ok, since no one ever comments on my journal anymore.. if you read it from now on, at the end of every [or most] of my entries will be a random question. Everytime you read one of my entries, you have to answer the question or comment on my entry.. or both.


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Another Head Hangs Lowly.. [16 Feb 2006|06:45pm]
[ mood | content ]

The hardest thing to learn in life is which bridge to cross and which to burn. [Sssurvey]Collapse )

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Mmhmm. [16 Feb 2006|05:18pm]
[ mood | energetic ]

Kevin knew how much I liked Fall Out Boy, so for Valentines Day, he bought me the Fall Out Boy cd.
It was wonderful. Because now I get to listen to the song I love anytime. ♥

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Happy Valentines Day Everyone. [15 Feb 2006|02:21am]
[ mood | loved ]

♥ A thousand!

Mmm.. Kevin.

Since I met you, all I can think about is making you happy. I want to see your smile and hear your laughter. I want to kiss away old hurts and hold you until you know without a doubt that this is for real. ♥ I want to memorize the sound of your voice and the dreams of your heart. More than anything else, I want to make you happier than you've ever been before, and give you all the thing that you truly deserve.

We've just made it through our first month and I still like you just as much as I always have. I love you so much and I will always love you no matter what happens. When I'm with you, I feel like the luckiest girl in the world... because I am!


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A month. [11 Feb 2006|02:40pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

In 2 days, Kevin and I will have been going out for exactly one month. It feels like we've been together longer than that.

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And they cried.. because she cried. [10 Feb 2006|07:14pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

I'm so bored. Jessica hasn't talked to me for a while, I wonder why. Hmm.. well, I know why..

I ♥ Kevin. He's the best.

You know what I hate.. and EVERYONE SHOULD HATE IT TOO!
The Yuki Express is no longer serving sushi? Why? Because they're gay! Nobody eats anything else.. der.
I guess they got tired of everyone wanting sushi.. or maybe someone got sick and they sued them.

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Eh. [10 Feb 2006|04:26pm]
[ mood | curious ]

Jessica's avoiding me..

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Right here waiting. [08 Feb 2006|05:29pm]
[ mood | calm ]

"Right Here" Staind

I know I've been mistaken,
but just give me a break and see the changes that I've made.
I've got some imperfections,
But how can you collect them all
And throw them in my face?

But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting

I hope you're not intending
To be so condescending, it's as much as I can take.
And you're so independent, you just refuse to bend
So I keep bending 'till I break

But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting

I've made a commitment, I'm willing to bleed for you
I needed fulfillment
I found what I need in you

Why can't you just forgive me?
I don't want to relive all the mistakes I've made along the way...

But I always find a way to keep you right here waiting
I always find the words to say to keep you right here waiting

[Chorus - Altered]
But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if I chose to walk away, would you be right here waiting?

Searching for the things to say to keep me right here **waiting.**

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Rain falls angry on a tin roof.. [07 Feb 2006|09:41pm]
[ mood | blah ]

Not much of anything happened today. Kevin came by, as usual and we talked to Jason on the phone about Jessica.

I really think I'm going to drop Jessica as a friend. She's too jealous about what I have that she doesn't all the time. She broke up with Jason and now she's after Lee. My ex. Your bestfriend CAN'T hit on your ex without your permission. It's like breaking a bestfriend code or something. I mean, I don't like Lee anymore, I like Kevin, it's just.. the thought of her doing that to me.

What should I do?

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Tallahassee. [06 Feb 2006|09:47pm]
[ mood | content ]

I don't know what to do about Amanda. Kevin says he's happy with me and he doesn't want her back, but why does she continueously cross his mind? Will I lose him to her?

Kevin came by after school and we all went to Tallahasse. [Kevin, Me, Jeremi, Mama, and Daddy]
We ate at the Longhorn restaurant, pretty expensive, but good. Then we walked around the mall. It was fun. We got back and I sat in the car with Kevin and had a long talk. We're okay now.

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Se7en. Guh. [04 Feb 2006|04:15am]
[ mood | blah ]

Se7en Things :

1.Se7en things that (will) scare me:
a) The future.
b) Big black men.
c) Not changing as I get older.
d) Mexicans.
e) Dying alone.
f) Losing Kevin.
g) Life after death.

2.Se7en things I like the most:
a) Talking
b) Kevin
c) Computer
d) Friends
e) Family
f) Chica
g) Music

3:Se7en most important things in my room :
a) Bed
b) Mirror
c) Clothes
d) Pictures
e) Computer
f) Jewelry
g) T.v.

4.Se7en random facts about me:
a) I have a birthmark below my right knee.
b) I'm naturally blonde.
c) I used to think Barbie Girl was the best song ever.
d) I don't get easilly influenced off of my friends.
e) I love and mean it.
f) I prefer doing guy things over girly stuff.
g) I think I'm fat.

5.Se7en things I plan to do before I die
a) Get married.
b) Suceed.
c) Have a family.
d) See more in this world.
e) Take care of my mom.
f) Fulfill my dreams.
g) Love life.

6.Se7en things I can do:
a) Talk
b) Kick my leg up really high.
c) Listen
d) Pretend to be happy and "ok".
e) Love.
f) Drive better than "some people".
g) Make friends easilly.

7.Se7en things I can't do:
a) Learn my lesson the first time.
b) Lower myself.
c) Talk to people who constantly have a pity-party for themselves.
d) Sit still.
e) Not get aggrivated with aggrivating people.
f) Look in the mirror and think I'm beautiful.
g) Lie without feeling guilty.

8.Se7en words I say the most:
a) Hello.
b) Haha!
c) Mmk.
d) Whatever.
e) Der.
f) No.
g) Yep.

9.Se7en celeb crushes
I do not have crushes on celebrities. They're not real people.

10.Se7en people I'll love to see doing this

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